User blog:MRace2010/Racey is a bad maniac

You are now entering completely darkness

Don't need to prepare for it

You just need to DIE

Welcome, as your experience, searching for your souls

We are....

Playing to DIE


 * and a random industrial song starts*

Your songs are boring, shut up.
OH, OK, SORRY.

Ahem...hello guys? Do you remember me? I'm Racey :D

So, it's been a long time...and I wanted to apologize for not being here for...a month or something? I don't remember exactly...but still. I'm back to this wikia, even dumber than before!!!

Snap it, why didn't you tell anything about you leaving?
Well.......because I didn't have the will to.

My last blog talked about me coming back from holidays and after that I was planning to get back in activity...but somehow I didn't want to. Not because I hate this wiki but actually because I was bored from it.

Here, let's be quick. I'll list all reasons And that's all. I don't think there are other reasons. I know you're going tl;dr or you died of boredom but sorry for that
 * Being more of a chatter than a contestant, the lack of people to talk to was draining me the will of being here. When there was people inside the chat wasn't that active much either and the few times where we had so much fun on talking kind of disappeared so you know how it went..
 * Laziness. Laziness killed me and I wanted to apologize for this. I was elected as an admin and I was probably the only one who wasn't doing his job fully. The main thing I was doing was the update of the Featureds, that's all. The rest were the deleting of pages and being a CM in chat. Anyways, didn't do much. Lack of courage also penalized me (I had the idea of making a commercial video for this wiki but I never started doing it).
 * Time zones.....heck, this is the main reason. I know some of the users here are european but most of them are American. And the problem is I am Italian. Having to go to bed when America was out of school, I probably missed many events that were taking place in the afternoon or in the evening. This made me sad with the time (both in chat and both in camps hosted by american people) so I was slowly thinking to leave..
 * A new community. That's right, I have found a new one, an italian one. During my very late summer holidays I found a forum talking about a game I absolutely love. The website was looking nice and the people seemed fantastic so once home I wanted to join these guys (I'm in the community now and it's amazing <3).
 * Inconsistence in camps....yeah, that's all, don't need to explain
 * School.....same as before
 * I felt left out............and that's the other biggie. I never had the courage of saying that before (mostly because of my personality at the time) but now I'll say it. Maybe it's not even true (I thought everyone considered me as a puny joke back at the time because of paranoia) but when I was in chat I felt like nobody was actually paying attention to me or felt like I was boring (I'm also caring for attentions, so yeah XD). Even if I was trying to auto-convince myself that this wasn't true, this made feel bad and I was questioning myself wheter to stay or to leave. I'm going to say I'm changed now and I don't have as much problems I had in the past, WOOO

zzz....uh, sorry. Um...anyhow, is there anything else?
Just wanted to say hi to everyone since I'm back :D. How it's going everyone? Who is new in this wikia? Who left? Who is still here? Sorry for the many questions but I have to get back up ^^

Oh yeah, I wanted to say hi to some people (I'm doing the inverse of goodbye blogs yay) Don't feel left out if I didn't say your name. As a reward I will give you something special!!!!
 * Winston (ok...we already said hi to eachother but LET'S DO IT AGAIN WOO)
 * Amber (same of Winston...maybe a little less :P)
 * Nano and Conker (Your god is back, ready to pray? :3)
 * SoaringSpirits (Long time we don't see bro ^^)
 * Dianted (pancakes) [I know you don't want me but aim bek iu kent du nofing)
 * TrentFan (your enemy in Rating Game is back, mwahahaha)
 * Mike? (I don't know if he left or he's back but still HI THERE :D)
 * Other guys....right now I'm too tired to remember the names of everyone

ALREADY EATEN CANDIES

Isn't that nice?