User blog:Bridgettebarf703/um what?!

Oh kay I'll try this blog too. Maybe it will work too and I'll like it. Although my google blog has links to tdi sites it has no cool friend links or anything and I have no idea how to paste them on.

This weeks been rough. Better than last weeks cold with the blistering sore throat but still rough. My stomach's been in a huge knot over the whole sleep study thing because I know what their going to do to me in their. Glue stuff to my face and hair and then leave it on like all night and it doesn't make me feel too good. Shut up it's a phobia ocd thing. I would rather them throw me out on the skyview and hook me up to something. Well why can't they? Make it less of a challenge for me come on! What about spiders or maggots, that diagnose the problem? Or do it with a series of needles or something? Oh and now their saying I may have lupus on top of everything else. Cripes. Lupus? Is that why my throat is always infected and I'm always in bed with chronic fatigue? Or is it just the ms? I hate where I live sometimes. Why can't I just go on a vacation away from my parents already. Having the life where you have to stay home with them is torture. It still may take up to a year to get my own place because of the people that are so much more in need of homes around here. And it's true they do need it more than me. And now Mom's gonna be even more scared to let me wander off on my own if I'm really sicker than they thought. I'm having sooo much fun.

why'd I ? oh yeah. Because I wanted to try and check out if Nalyd had an e-mail for one thing to like apoligize for one thing. I am jealous since it kind of seems like she's the new Kim. Kim, my friend from the Hey Arnold community. Well she had the whole, she just, at first we really didn't get along because I was crazy jealous of her for knowing Craig Bartlett. I mean Craig really appreciated that she had a flourishing fan site and all. He let her and her friends come visit him a few times, gave them gifts, etc. So yeah, you could imagine how it would make someone who's an inspiring animator looking up to these people since she was six more than a little bit jealous. Cause now I'm into the whole " I want to go to Canada. I think Thorny and Kaufman are so cool! Oh my God it's Total Drama Island and Total Drama Action! Eeeeee!!1 phase" and I don't think this one will die too easy. So sorry for the outburst of emotions. Thorny still never noticed me yet and I never got an e-mail back or anything so I'm not exactly noticable. In a lot of ways that's good.