User blog:Mrodd/Unfinished Business

Well, it seems that I've spent more time away from the wikia then I have here. I've spent time thinking and pondering... And don't forget all that wondering! All about one question, "Why am I on this wikia." For many of you, it's because you loved what this site is about- Role playing and friendship. While some of you are here for just the pleasure winning a camp brings you. What ever the reason, you all had reasons to stay. Something keeping you here. For me, I came here to learn. Now originally it was to learn English. Than I was able to speak it fine and for some reason I stayed. I don't know why, but what ever the reason. I stayed. Then I wanted to learn to make art. And after awhile I did. I'm now extremely good at sketching and mediocre at web art. So honestly what else is there for me to do here? There's nothing left for me to learn. Nothing left to help or improve me. Nothing to make me happy. Sure I'm in the IRC coming up, and I won't be dropping out, you can count on that.

So that leaves me with some choices I must make a choice. Should I stay or should I go. There are many people that have kept me here the past few months. I thought that maybe if I started a story, I would stay longer. I was wrong. The story just made people bug me. So bad choice on my behalf. Then I started a camp! Which also made people bug me. SO another bad choice on my behalf. I'm left with nothing keeping me here. Many of the users I can find else where. And the others, I probably didn't like you any ways. But before I tell you my choice. I have some things you probally don't know about me. I haven't been completely honest, but I had my reasons.

First off, badminton... Ok I know you must think I've been lieing to you about this right? Well I was. Gasp I'm a liar! Well I don't really care, because again don't take first impressions for granted. I lied to you about placing fourth in the Tour. I actually won the Badminton tour. I won $10, 000 from that tour. And believe me it all went to charity. Now why would i do that? Well my family isn;t as middle class as I may have said. My ma's in the business... Well was she recently quit. My dad has worked in the military for an extremely long time and it pays wealthy as well. Then there's me. I've made a fair bit from badminton and my farm work around my home. So in all honesty I didn't need the money. Let me see, is there anything else I have lied to y'all about? Well I'm not as nice as you all may think. I'm not self-centered, but I do enjoy being by myself or with close friends. I am also not so much of a not-romantic as you may think. But I'm not in the mood for typing another paragraph for that. Just ask Chimmy if you really want to know. I think that's about all I want you to know, so that's all I'll tell you.

I guess that all that is out. I'm not living a lie any more. I can stay right? I want this to have a happy ending, for all of us. But this isn't a fairy tale. And I'm not a prince. I'm me, a living being with needs and a life. I need to find me, now that i quit badminton- For good. I don't know who I am. And i don't think this wikia will help me on my path. I am sorry ( or happy depending on if you like me.) That I am quitting. But don't be sad, this should be a happy moment- I dont know how it will be. But it should. I'll be on chatango all day, but then I'm gone- and I won't be coming back. If I talk to you else where I hope it's the same as it is now.(Whirled) But if not, so long.

-Mroddy, Wishing you luck ;)