User blog:OstianWendy/I have something I need to say (Please read)

Hi. I have something I've been meaning to tell all of you for a while now, and I think it's time to confess. Everything has consequences and it's time for me to face them, bad or good. It may come as a surprise to you, you may think it was obvious, I don't know. I already told three people who are very close to me about it, and they've been so lovely and forgiving. I just hope the rest of the community is as supportive as those guys were.

I am the same person that used to go by the name BlaineleyRox222/WelshGirlAmber. Before you exit this tab and think that I'm wrong and horrible for making a sockpuppet, please hear me out.

"Lucina" is not who I am. She is a completely fake identity. The identity that I use on this account is me. When I was young and joined this site, I thought that if I made crap up about myself and posed as someone I wasn't, I could tell people whatever I wanted. My personality is basically the same irl as it is on both accounts though, but it felt wrong.

As I grew up, it became more and more of a burden on me that what I did is fooling everybody and that it's wrong to warp you guys' opinion of me. I started to feel like I should start anew and make a new account, while being the real me and having freedom from those burdens. So, when I told one of my closest wiki-friends about it, that's exactly what I did. I made ElectraHeart11.

It felt great. I could finally be myself. I was really happy that I'd found a way to express myself while still being the person who I really am. I didn't make this account just for kicks, I didn't do it with any kind of malicious intent at all, and I'm sorry if you're hurt/annoyed that I made another account. I made it for the greater good and so you guys could interact with the real me.

I feel very guilty for fooling everybody and lying for so long. I am truly truly sorry for the lies I have spread. I just hope you guys can forgive me and we can move on. If you have a negative opinion, keep it to yourself. I don't want to know. Sockpuppetry is against the rules, yes, but if the admins could listen to my case and understand that I don't ever want to use my old account ever again, I'd be very happy and grateful. I'm sorry once again, and I hope you'll forgive me.